Day 5: A time you thought about ending your own life.

Wow! This got serious all of a sudden.

First off I have never wanted to end my life. I am in fact very against such a thing. I don't understand how you can throw your life away. Sure maybe everything can go wrong but there is always places to start new. Okay, maybe not in the most extreme cases but the percentage of people who have killed themselves and had better options is probably in the majority.

If all my uni goes wrong then I don't need to go to uni. If I can't do any form of education I can focus on a job. If a relationship goes bad I can stop it. I think these are really obvious things and to think that a challenge that anyone can take would ask such a thing confuses me. Maybe people do think that more often than I think they do.

I have some sort of weird thing where I can't accept ending life. I have thought about it and it only gets me really worked up and optimistic about the situation. Maybe I watched too much anime and it has gone to my head. Although that can be depressing too.

I don't quite like this subject so I will stop it now. I will try harder tomorrow.